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| There are no more days left in this semester. Except for three finals. Which might kill me. I don't know. Maybe.
I've been thinking a lot lately, which is a good thing. Thinking is healthy and not thinking is not healthy. I've grown up so much in this past year. I'm learning a lot about myself when it comes to relationships. I'm really quite hopeless. Which is sad. I wish God could make my decisions for me sometimes. I think He would do a better job than myself. In fact, I know He would.
I'm brain dead tonight. | | |
| There are only four more weeks left in this semester. It's amazing how fast time starts flying. I got my application in for Clinical Laboratory sciences in a few days ago. I barely made the deadline... We'll see what happens. In all seriousness, I'm not enjoying school. It's getting hard. I'm pulled in an infinite number of directions right now.
I need a vacation with an excessive amount of alone time.
I had a half hour talk with Adam Johnston today. It was so refreshing. Refreshing doesn't begin to describe what it was. I've all of a sudden found myself in that middle ground. It's awful. I feel like I have two different identities which are constantly at war with one another. It's a time that I really need to spend time defining exactly who I am and what I want to be, but I don't have the opportunity or time to pay it much thought. It's horrible.
The summer is nearly here. That's when it'll slow down...right? | | |
| VCU did this stupid thing and switched internet programs or something. We had to change our passwords to make them more secure or something. Well, I didn't change mine in time. And as of yesterday morning, I've been locked out of everything. EVERYTHING. I can't get online, i can't check my email, I can't access the internet databases through the library, I can't check blackboard to get my assignments...it's absolutely awful. The only way I'm online now is because Lindsey gave me her name and password... It's pretty ridiculous. It should atleast let me back into the system to change my password. I supposedly have to call some number, give them my social, and they'll give me a temporary password to log in with. Or something. I don't know. So stupid.
I shaved right above my pant line and a bit lower yesterday. For a show we're putting on for some girls. Shaving is a bad idea. Enough said.
A narcissus and a daffodil are the same thing. (Random fact of the day).
It's cold out today. It's about the worst night this week for this event.
I bought a new mattress pad for my bed at school over spring break. It feels amazing. So much fluffier and comforable.
And I cut my hair an hour ago. It's a half-inch long. It is crazy soft right now.
I need to head out. I have to plan a camping trip for this weekend. (I'm stoked) And...i have a 12 page paper due Monday (not so stoked...)
G'day | | |
| The doctor was wrong. The mono spot test came back negative yesterday morning. It was a bittersweet discovery. Now I don't have anything to blame my inadequacies on this semester.
You have to be captive before you can be liberated. | | |
| In the event that anyone ever wants to argue that choices don't have consequences, my choice led to acquiring EBV...and I'm miserable.
I had been feeling lousy for about a week, but then I woke up Thursday morning with a really sore throat and swollen lymph nodes. I went to student health for a test because I assumed I knew what it was. The doctor looked at my throat and immediately said, "wow!" I looked later with a flashlight and understood because my tonsils are huge, bright red, and covered in pus... They hurt really badly. She did a step test to rule that out, which (regretfully) came back negative. I told her my throat had just started hurting that morning, and she said it would be too soon for a spot test to come back positive, even if I had it. She suggested to just get lots of sleep and fluids and to come back early next week for the test if things haven't improved. Normally, she said she would have given a student with a throat like mine an antibiotic just to see if it would work. I kindly refused. She said that was probably best. And said she was 90% sure I have mono...
This is probably the worst time I could get it. There is no treatment, aside from dealing with the symptoms through over the counter stuff. It lasts...a while... I'm taking 19 credits, which includes a writing intensive class. And all I want to do is sleep. I have two REALLY important applications due in less than two months. Both involve an interview... My semester was hard enough. Oh yeah, and pledge tasks at midnight help, too...
Bring it on, I guess. | | |
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